Surreal...

Today had its good points and bad. I took the kids to the free movies at Regal Cinema and that way very fun. But, after that, I realized that I didn't have much money left and had to use whatever I had left to buy $7 of gas of the $13 I used (ex was NOT happy) and then I needed to take a couple of Xanax to calm down, but just knocked me out. I was borderline hysterical and I don't like that there really isn't an in between state. Either I stay hysterical or catatonic; not fun. I feel better now and am hoping that tomorrow is better. I know that part of the problem is the hormonal state I am in, along with the very little food that I've had today and the anemia. Like I said, tomorrow...right?